Sunday, April 10, 2022

Made for More?????

I am reading the best bible devotion by lysa Terkurest "I'll start again Monday"
I just read a chapter that made you look at yourself and tell yourself "I am Made for more". I can not find this anymore. My grief for my son I fell like I have not purpose anymore. I know I am still a mother to Clay, I am still the Farmers wife, I am still a sister and now I have a sweet little puppy Mattie Ross
I dont know how to explain how I feel. I have days I dont even have words to pray anymore. I pray for my family, friends and the goverment. I pray for grace, and how thankful I am that God is so great! He has blessed my family in many many ways. I am grateful that he sent his son to die for my sins and for everyone elses also. All you have to do is believe he died for our sins. If you dont know him ask me and I will try to tell you all I know about my Jesus. So I can be made for more? Is it to spread what I know about Jesus? Is that what God is trying to tell me that I am Made for more??? Off topic I wanted to share with Henny Penny if she reads this. I for got all about the little chocolate vine she sent me. The other day Frank was outside mowing and he saw the little vine thriving.
Well I wll close here Stop for stopping by

2 comments:

  1. Hey Vicki. So glad I checked my blog...and there you were. That does sound like a good book (or devotional) to read. I've said that, "I'll start again Monday" so many times for so many reasons. I can only imagine how bad you must feel...no matter what you do, nothing takes away the hurt of losing Seth. I'm so sorry Vicki. Look, I'm so glad the little vine survived. It looks really good! Just wait until it blooms and you can smell the sweetness in the air. Mattie Ross is adorable! She looks like a wooly worm standing there beside the vine. :) I love you Vicki.

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  2. Vicki, I admire your boldness in faith. It inspires me to want to grow closer to God! Praying for you to feel the very near presence of God in these days. I cannot know how it feels, but I imagine the grief might comes in waves. I pray for you to feel God's peace when the waves of grief are still - and I pray you would keep your eyes on Jesus when the waves get rough. (Matthew 14: 30-33)

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