Snow and more....

 I am slowly trying to figure things out. I have been trying to get my Christmas cactus back to blooming for years now but not much luck. One year I almost killed it by sitting it outside and the sun burned it pretty bad. I did not think it was going to survive.The original one has 3 or 4 buds on it and the smaller one has 3 or 4 buds on it. I am so happy. 

The smaller one

the bigger one

We also had some snow. and we got out in it a little while before it melted. 

Farmer and Clay  

Out the front door

out the front door 

We also adopted the road in Seth memory for road clean up. 

I am still trying to figure things out. I don't have much to so. I am struggling with how I am suppose to function, Trying to get back into a healthy eating pattern and exercise and I just so emotional. I eat just to eat. Not even hungry I just want food to fill the emptiness in my heart. I am praying and trying to ask God for guidance and comfort. I will close here. Thanks for stopping by. 

2022 Starting the New Year with God

 It has been a while since I made a post. My life that I have had for the past 54 years has changed drastically at  the end of 2021. Ever since 2020 when Covid come to all of ours lives. I knew as soon as I heard these words that the world and life that we have had was over. All we have left is God. My prayers have been for Jesus to come and take us home. 

 My faith has grown so much and I am looking forward to growing closer and closer to God this year. I am leaning hard on him and I need him to function most days. We have had tragedy come into our home at the end of 2021 and I will never be the same ever again. Covid hit my family we all caught it.I was sick for about 4 days. My youngest son got better in about 2 weeks. My husband stayed in the Hospital for a week and it took my oldest son life. This has been the hardest think I have ever had to live through. 

I have been struggling trying to get some kind of normalcy back but to tell you the truth without my God, my family, and dear friends I would be in a very dark place and not sure that I would ever come out. 

My words for 2022 is Intentional & Renew. 

Christian Living. Living intentionally means to purposefully pursue the life God has called you to live. Intentionality requires deliberate action. God is intentional and he has called us to be the same. God didn't create the world by accident or chance.

Spiritual renewal” is the term that Christians often use to describe what happens when God pours out his Spirit on his people, when he is free to work powerfully in and through his people to show the world how real and mighty and good Jesus is.

I started this on January 1, 2022 and I could not finish it. I have been trying to get back into a routine but I keep failing. I emotionally eat all the time. I can make myself exercise a a normal routine but I dont want to obsess about it anymore. I want Freedom from emotional eating. Well that is enough about that. Thanks for stopping by