Sudden,

We all hate bad news. I don't know which is worse the kind that is unexpected or the kind that we know that is going to happen but just don't want to give into it. Yesterday we had a really good day. The boys and I went to Sunday school and then we went to the Thornburg farm and took a hike. This weekend was a lot better than last weekend. I blogged about last weekend but I have a hard time sharing my fragile x world with others. I am always afraid someone will judge me and my family. Here is a picture of us sitting in one of the old barns on the farm.

Frankie's parents came and took a walk with us and took some pictures. We a had a really good day. We got a Little Caesars pizza and came home. We lounged around the house the rest of the evening and while looking at facebook we realized that something was going on with some of our extended family on Frank's side of the family. We had seen that an accident had happened out on fire tower rd. in Eaglesprings, but I did not take the time to read it because I figured it was no one I knew. Then a little later I saw some friends were posting on Frank's cousins site that they where praying for her family. I was wondering why they were praying for her family again. I knew it had only been a few weeks that her father died of cancer. More post popped up about and accident on fire tower rd. young man airlifted to chapel hill, and more post about praying for the Thomas family. So I started inquiring to my friends to find out what  was going on. My husbands 2nd cousins husband had been out on his sons dirt bike when someone came by and hit him and left him in the road. Another car came by and found him in the road. This really shook me up. I can only imagine how she is feeling and her son. I cried for a while not being able to get it off of my mind was he going to be okay. Surely she would not lose her husband like this. Around 10:00 or after her sister came on facebook and I asked her for an update and he had passed away. How does this happen?? How does a family have a good day and it end so bad? I have no words of comfort I just hugged my husband and told him how much I love him to be so very careful. I love him so much, he is my rock that keeps me going. I need him everyday, every minute every second. Please God watch over my family. Amen