How Sad!!

Well I have been trying to get back to blogging since August and I forgot my password and login and was not able to get on here for nothing. I did lose 25 pounds over the summer and I have official gained it all back plus 4 more pounds. I am fatter now than I was when I had my youngest son 16 years ago. I am so upset but I can not seem to get back on track. maybe if I start blogging again I will be able to get my mind straight. we will see.