Day 47 Get rid of the Junk

Today is cleaning the junk food out of the fridge, and pantry. I can not bring myself to throw food away I am just working on my ability to just say "NO". I can do it when I sit my mind to it. Today is not a good day for me. I am sleepy, my head is stuffy and I just don't feel good. I would love to get out of the house or go to bed. Sometime I wonder if I am just depressed. I have managed to clean the bathroom, and vacuum the floor in one room, wash a load of clothes, make a jar of pickles, unload/load the dishwasher and make the bed. I have a lot more things to do. I guess I need to get up and do.

Some things about today. This morning I had a hard time waking up. I was so sleepy. I made myself go clean our bathroom, make my bed and vacuum the bedroom and the living room. I then made myself, clean up the kitchen some and I started boiling water to peel some tomatoes. I made some salsa, peeled and canned 2 jars of peaches, and 7 jars of tomatoes. Frankie came in and I told him I was depressed. My head was all stuffy, and I felt sad and fat and not sure what was going on. I told him I wanted to go shopping knowing that this would just make me more depressed buying clothes. I choked down some tears and told him I would be alright. He went and finished up a few more things he needed to do and I finished up some things I needed to finish and he came back and got ready to go. Went and bought some new outfits but I look really fat in them,  but I like them.  I also got some new shoes. Frank pick everything out for me. I love him so much. I told him he was going to start buying stuff for me with out me.