I feel the need to write an entry today. I am trying hard to get my life on track with God. I have been saved for years but I have strayed time and again. I have many struggles but I don't think God ever gave up on me because even when I was down I would eventually turned back to God. For 42 days I have been having morning bible study and prayer. I have a dear friend that told me two years ago that I need to find my inner peace and I never really understood what she meant until now. I am finding it I am finally understanding that God is always the one I should turn to. I have always known this but I have not followed through with it. I have been seeking comfort from friends and family instead of turning to God first. I guess I have always come to God last when I was down and broken but I am working hard to change this. I want God in my presence everyday. I want to be him, trust him and give him everything I have.
Thank your Dear Lord for helping me, for sending your son to save us from our sins and for never giving up on me. Amen